Empty

It's a once-in-a-life-time opportunity, why do you have to ruin that for me? I guess I'll be crying myself to sleep tonight. And I was very happy for the longest time, but once again that is also ruined. I hadn't cried in months, but now that I finally let out all my feelings, it feels nice. Crying is nice, you get it all out, instead of bottling it up inside you, which you should not do, I know from personal experience. I guess I'll just talk to myself more on Twitter since no one really reads my tweets...or this. I think blogger is making a mistake, I don't think anyone reads this, or else there would be comments. That would make me stop crying, if I realized that someone was reading this. And if you haven't noticed, I'm still crying as I am writing this.





Song: Carolyn by Black Veil Brides

I Don't Even Know Anymore...

I wish they would stop caring sometimes, all the questions, the worried looks. But then again if they don't care, I won't feel loved anymore and very lonely. But then again I like feeling lonely because then I can go to sleep more easily. I guess that's what I do all the time, is block out reality and drift into the dream world. It's probably unhealthy, but I don't mind, as long as it shuts off all the pain, even for only seconds. 


Song: Iloveyoumorethanyouwilleverknow by Nevershoutnever!