Chapter 4

           The lunch bell rang, I sat at my usual spot with two of my friends. My only friends. Nikki is the typical mainstream preppy girl you can find shopping at an Abercrombie & Fitch or Hollister, I know, you’re wondering why in the world would me, of all people, be friends with her, well you see, she used to be best friends with Marissa, until in the 8th grade where the incident happened, she doesn't really want me to talk about it. So yeah ever since she left the group, we've been best friends, I'm still trying to get her to listen to good music, but she's won't give it a chance. One day, I will change her! Anyway, Hayden is my other best friend, he's gay and fucking awesome. We've been friends since the 2nd grade. 

           I was in the middle of eating a Nutella sandwich when Darren just decided to sit with us at lunch. Ummmmm...what??

                “Hey guys, what’s up?” he said. We just continued to stare at him. “Ummm…is anything wrong?” we shook our heads and gave each other the same look. “I hope you don’t mind me sitting here, I have nowhere else to sit, I’m new to the district.”

                “Uhh we don’t mind,” I said looking down, why is he staring at me? Has he been staring at me the entire time? Where did he eat lunch yesterday? I didn’t see him at lunch yesterday. Where is his lunch?

                “Aren’t you gonna eat something?” asked Hayden.

                “I’m not really hungry. Actually, I was hoping I could see more of Hannah’s drawing,” he answered.

                “Oh I don’t really have them with me right now, so sorry,” I said.

                “That’s too bad; I was looking forward to that,”

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            We threw away our trash and walked to class.

            “Hey Hannah! Wait up!” I turned around and it was Darren. “When do you think I can see more of your drawings?”

            “I don’t know….” I answered.

            “How about I meet you after school? In the art room?”

            “Umm sure.”

            “Awesome, I’ll see you then,” he smiled and then walked away. Oh my god, his teeth are perfect his eyes are…

            “Hey Hannah, aren’t you gonna get to class?” asked Nikki.

            “Huh? Class? Oh yeah, yes I am…” my heart won’t stop racing, what am I going to do? What if he doesn’t like my drawings anymore? What if he realizes some of them are of him? Oh shit, what am I going to do?

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Wow

I was reading some of the old posts on this blog and I started crying....was I really that depressing? Well I guess I'm better now that it's summer, I can relax more...

I look at my blog stats, and they say that a lot of people read this blog.....if you do then why don't you fucking comment so I post more often....

anyway so far summer has been great, usually the first week of summer is my lazy week and I don't do anything...it has only been 6 days, but it feels like a month.

So yeah on the 22nd I'm going to see Neon Trees, so that's pretty awesome....it's kinda weird for me to not rant on here, well whatever...

CHAPTER 4 OF THE STORY IS COMING SOON

Letter To A Friend

Dear Friend,

I screwed up, I got mad and angry and after I realized that was a mistake, I was too much of a coward to say sorry. I'm not rich, my parents are getting a divorce so I'm far from it, my dad might be rich but I don't even know, I haven't seen him in 6 months.

I really don't like mainstream songs that much because they get old real fast. However, most of them have really good beats, so if I'm at a dance I will singalong to it and dance.

I never told anyone we hated each other since 6th grade, we didn't. I never pretended to be friends for Nicole, people are making up rumors that aren't true, and that really upsets me.

I don't know if you've noticed but I'm kind of an ass hole so, I don't know why anyone would ever miss me. So yeah I guess I'm sorry. I'll keep the letter forever.

-A Fucktard