Emotional

Everyone thinks that I'm tough and that I'm not afraid of anything, but that's not true. I guess that's the impression I set on people. I'm actually emotional and scared of a lot of things. I'm scared of the dark, I'm scared of bugs, and I'm also scared of fire...you call that tough? I always get emotional about everything even when I'm not on my period. I cry a lot and I can't help it, I try not to, even in public, but the tears come out, wether I like it, or not. It makes me feel better to cry. Some people have told me that they are 'scared' of me. Do you know how much that hurt me? I don't want my FRIENDS to be scared of me, that's terrible. Wether they were joking or not, it still hurt.