Heartbroken

I'm sick of it. I'm sick of everything. I tried everything and it didn't change, it actually got worse. I put myself through torture, but no, it wouldn't work. The question now is, do I give up or keep trying? Because honestly, I can't do it anymore. I don't have energy anymore. I don't have motivation anymore. And it doesn't help when you're bashing on everything I do, I get heartbroken. It hurts so much when someone I care about would say that to me. How could you? Do you have a heart? It hurts. My heart hurts.