Monday, March 28, 2011

Rant

I really don't wanna move! I planned everything out for high school! I was going to apply for an ivy league school. But no, because of you, my mom has no job and I have to get out of the house, as soon as possible. I don't wanna go to some crappy school, I want to go to a good school, where I can actually learn stuff. Plus I have friends going there, I won't have any fucking friends when I move. Finally I felt like I belonged somewhere, but no you just had to ruin everything! I swear if I move, I will become so fucking anti-social, I'll refuse to make any friends and I'll stay home on the weekends, because I wouldn't have a life. I wouldn't care about how I looked and I'd just die on the inside, until the day you commit suicide, because I know that day is coming. You know, the day when you realize you're all alone, the day your stupid friend finally leaves you, the day your mom dies and your dad goes to jail for life, the day no one wants anything to do with this psycho who just keeps making my life hell by cutting the phone line, the laundry cords, the Internet and tv and turning off all our power and trying to kick us out of the house. I hope you know that I never want to fucking see your face ever again. You're not even considered family to me anymore. And you really need to go to a mental hospital, because you've got manic depression but you're in denial, which is one of the symptoms.

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